Tuesday, August 29, 2017

Freeville/Homer Avenue UMC's - 13th Sunday after Pentecost - 09/03/17 Sermon - “Don't question the Lord"

Sunday 09/03/17 Freeville/Homer Avenue UMC’s

Sermon Title: “Don’t question the Lord”

Old Testament Scripture: Psalm 105:1-6, 23-26, 45c
                                            
New Testament Scripture: Romans 12:9-21

Gospel Lesson: Matthew 16:21-28

          My brothers and sisters, again it is so good to be back with you all this morning. My time away was anything but fun, and was anything but enjoyable, but it is good to be back with you this morning. There were points during my time off that I felt like I would never get back here, and now that it has come, I am so thankful to be here. I almost can’t believe that I am standing here this morning.
          Having suffered from depression and anxiety, know that these are serious and real medical disorders, and they can knock you down quick. They also can temporarily take away your joy and your ability to live your life normally. Yet millions of people in this country and many millions more around the world suffer daily from these and other conditions. I am not ashamed that I suffered from these medical conditions, as many of us suffer from various medical and physical conditions.
          As your pastor, and as the church, I believe that we need let all people know that the doors and the ministries of this church are open to them. It is important that we let all people know that they are loved and welcomed here, and that Jesus Christ died for them.
          For those of you that have heard of the book, the “Purpose Driven Life” by Pastor Rick Warren, you might hold Pastor Warren in very high regard. What you might not know though, is that not too many years ago, one of Pastor Warren’s sons committed suicide. Rick Warren is by association a Southern Baptist, and someone who is known for being very conservative. Yet, Pastor Warren told his church, the Saddleback Church in California, shortly after his son died, that it is time to break the stigma of mental health. The Saddleback Church has since started a suicide prevention program, and is taking mental health very very seriously. In fact, a dear friend of Melissa’s and I, committed suicide in July of this year.
          Pastor Warren also said if we had a broken bone, we would get a cast and get it healed. If we had an organ in our body that wasn’t working, we would get surgery or medical care to get it healed. If we had diabetes, we would take insulin to keep us healthy. He then said, but for many of us, if our brains are not working right, well we might just ignore that.
          Friends, we live in a country where every 12-minutes someone commits suicide, and in many cases there are mental health connections to these suicides. Presently as many as 19-million Americans, near the total population of New York State, and around 400-million people world-wide being treat for depression. Those numbers don’t even include anxiety disorders, which is more like 40-million in America.
          This means then that the number of people getting treated for depression world-wide exceeds the entire population of both the United States and Canada put together.
          While someone in the United States commits suicide every twelve minutes, the world-wide statistic is far worse than this.
          So what do we do as people, as Christians, and as a church about this reality? My sisters and brothers, we have to break the stigma of mental health. As Methodist are we people of “Do no harm, Do good, and Stay in love with God.” This doesn’t mean that we are supposed to be harmed by people that are having mental health struggles, but that we are supposed to be open to them, and to love them. In the gospels Jesus healed all kinds of ailments, including mental health.
          Maybe someone here this morning, or maybe one of your family members or friends has a mental health struggle. Perhaps God can use you to help that person. The reality though my friends, my sisters and brothers, is that you are not alone.
          In the gospel of Matthew 4:23-25, it says:
“Jesus went throughout Galilee, teaching in their synagogues and proclaiming the good news of the kingdom and curing every disease and every sickness among the people. So his fame spread throughout all Syria, and they brought to him all the sick, those who were afflicted with various diseases and pains, demoniacs, epileptics, and paralytics, and he cured them. And great crowds followed him from Galilee, the Decapolis, Jerusalem, Judea, and from beyond the Jordan” (Mt. 4:23-25, NRSV).

          It doesn’t necessarily say it directly in the gospels, but I think that among many other things that Jesus, our savior, cured mental health illnesses. I also think that we are called to be healers. We will call on God for healing, but we can also connect people with doctors and counselors who have the knowledge and modern day means to heal them. So we are called brothers and sisters, to love, heal, and forgive.
          This morning in our gospel of Matthew reading, Jesus predicts his own crucifixion and resurrection. This is to say, Jesus is proclaiming that he will soon suffer and die for the sins of humanity.
          Now, the Apostle Peter, or Saint Peter, who was the first Roman Catholic Church Pope, does not like this proclamation from the Jesus.
          The gospel says:
From that time on, Jesus began to show his disciples that he must go to Jerusalem and undergo great suffering at the hands of the elders and chief priests and scribes, and be killed, and on the third day be raised. And Peter took him aside and began to rebuke him, saying, “God forbid it, Lord! This must never happen to you.” But he turned and said to Peter, “Get behind me, Satan! You are a stumbling block to me; for you are setting your mind not on divine things but on human things” (Mt. 16:21-23, NRSV).

          The title of my sermon for this morning, centers around, in part, Peter’s challenge of Jesus. This is why my sermon is called, “Don’t question the Lord”.
          You see, when God, when Jesus tells us something, we are supposed to listen, and not challenge it, right? How many of us have been sick, and have not heeded the reality that our body needed to heal? Instead we wanted to keep working and being busy, when our bodies needed rest and healing. How many of us have not listened when God said, you need to rest and recover? How many of us have been spoken to by God in a different context, and just didn’t listen?
          There is a really good story around a reality like this. This story is about a man who was dangling off a cliff for dear life. In this story, “A man was walking along a narrow path, not paying much attention to where he was going. Suddenly he slipped over the edge of a cliff. As he fell, he grabbed a branch growing from the side of the cliff. Realizing that he couldn’t hang on for long, he called for help. The man said: Man: Is anybody up there? God said: Voice: Yes, I’m here! Man: Who’s that? Voice: The Lord. Man: Lord, help me! Voice: Do you trust me? Man: I trust you completely, Lord. Voice: Good. Let go of the branch. Man: What??? Voice: I said, let go of the branch. Man: [After a long pause] Is anybody else up there?”
          This morning, Jesus Christ, the savior of the world tells the Apostle Peter, that he is going to be crucified and resurrected soon, and Peter says, no you won’t.
          So what I have learned through my summer experience of illness, is don’t question the Lord. I have to admit that I questioned the Lord a lot this summer, I pleaded with the Lord, and finally had to accept that I was sick and needed to heal. Maybe some of you understand what I am talking about, when you are struggling, and God tells you to just let go of the branch, and you say “[After a long pause] Is anybody else up there?”
          Sometimes God gives us things, allows us to suffer, and I don’t if I will ever fully understand why this is. I do know though, that out of sufferings, out of struggles that God can be glorified, and people can be served even better.
          The gospel of Matthew continues this morning with:
“Then Jesus told his disciples, “If any want to become my followers, let them deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me. For those who want to save their life will lose it, and those who lose their life for my sake will find it. For what will it profit them if they gain the whole world but forfeit their life? Or what will they give in return for their life?” (Mt. 16:24-26, NRSV).

          Deny ourselves and take up our cross. This means letting go of the branch. If we are honest with ourselves though, how many of us don’t ever want to let go of the branch? When we do let go of the branch, we then have to fully trust in God, and while I do my best to do this, sometimes we are just so human aren’t we?
          In addition to all of this, I discovered through my illness, that I had more work to do in removing the sin of pride. You see, I am honored to be with people who are sick and suffering. I love to spend to time with our people, and to be there for them when they really need me. I have been honored and privileged to be there for you or your families when you were sick or struggling. I have been honored to do funeral services for you loved ones. It has been one of the great honors of my life to be allowed into those times of struggle, and to be there in those very sensitive and intimate moments.
          What I learned in being sick though, is that I don’t like to be the one who is sick and in need of having care. As I looked around the parsonage preparing to return, I saw at least 60 get well cards. I have been brought food, given gifts, and Melissa and I are just overwhelmed by the loved and the support that we have been given. I believe that God has continued to root out of me the sin of pride. As it has been my honor to serve you and your family, and I have been honored by your service to Melissa and I.
          My mother has always said, “don’t deny me the blessing of being a blessing to you”. This is so true, and last year when I was interviewing to become a Provisionally Ordained Elder in our conference, I was asked how I allow my church members to love and minister to me. I didn’t have much of answer last year, but when I return for my Full Ordination Interviews next March, I have a whole lot to say about this. That God is good, and so are His people.
          The gospel of Matthew reading for this morning ends with:
“For the Son of Man is to come with his angels in the glory of his Father, and then he will repay everyone for what has been done. Truly I tell you, there are some standing here who will not taste death before they see the Son of Man coming in his kingdom.” (Mt. 16:27-28, NRSV).
Jesus tells of his second coming, that he will come with his angels in the glory of God. Jesus tells us that we will be repaid for the love, kindness, and faithfulness that we have shown each other and the world.
Don’t get me wrong, our salvation is through faith in Christ alone, but I believe that God honors and blesses our goodness, and our good deeds. The great reformer Martin Luther said, “God doesn’t need your good deeds, but your neighbor does”.
Jesus tells us if we put our faith in him, and if we live that faith out, that we will not taste death. That we will live in glory with him.
          Yet despite all of this, the Christian Church in the United States and most of Western Culture, is not like it used to be. What I mean by this, is more and more people don’t just go to church anymore out of religious duty. Most people don’t just come to church because you are supposed to. Instead many people this day in age, and especially young people, go to and are part of the church, I believe, because they feel like they are part of an extended family. People ask, do the people of this congregation really love me? Do these people really care about me?
          For all of these reasons, it’s vital that we welcome all people into the life and the ministries of our churches. If someone with depression, anxiety, PTSD, and etc. and etc., won’t come to or be part of a church, because they feel like the church won’t love them and accept them, then we have a problem. The future of the church depends our willingness to share the gospel and the truths of Jesus Christ will all people, and to live this out through loving, healing, and forgiving. Doing this, I believe will not only grow us, and our faith, but I believe that it will also give the church a bright and healthy future.
          Regarding depression, in doing a little research I discovered some very famous people who have, or do suffer from depression. I made a list of many, just to explain how common this medical condition is. Here are just some of them: Astronaut Buzz Aldrin, singer Jon Bon Jovi, actor and comedian Drew Carey, singer Johnny Cash, actor Rodney Dangerfield, writer Charles Dickens, actor Kelsey Grammer, wrestler Hulk Hogan, wrestler Dwayne “the Rock” Johnson, singer Billy Joel, author Stephen King, singer Lady Gaga, President Abraham Lincoln, Italian painter and sculptor Michelangelo, actor Bill Murray, British physicist Isaac Newton, television personality Conan O’Brien, actor Brad Pitt, American Industrialist John D. Rockefeller, singer Frank Sinatra, singer James Taylor, artist Vincent van Gogh, actor and comedian Robin Williams, British Prime Minister Winston Churchill, and former Russian Federation President, Boris Yeltsin.
          Sometimes, for reasons that I can’t always explain, God allows us to walk through valleys, and have times of suffering. While these times are never fun or enjoyable, I have found that we are stronger, and that we grow more when we walk together. When we walk as the unified body of Christ.
          I remember the first Sunday that I came back from Nicaragua, I preached on Psalm 23. In preaching on this Psalm, it says in verse 4,
“Even though I walk through the darkest valley, I fear no evil; for you are with me; your rod and your staff—they comfort me” (Ps. 23:4, NRSV).

          I remember in this sermon, I asked after seeing the great suffering and hardship that I saw in Nicaragua, why we have to walk through the valley alone? Why can’t we walk it together? After being sick this summer, this rings more true to me now than it ever has before.

          For Christ came to earth to love, heal, forgive, and to die for the sins of humanity. Let us share those gifts with everyone, let offer the hope of Christ to everyone, and let us go through the valleys of this life together. As, for example, many of our brothers and sisters in Texas are suffering. Remember also, that our valleys will not last forever, and remember how this story ends. This sorry ends with Jesus winning, with love winning, and goodness winning. For be of good of cheer my brothers and sisters, for we are on the side of Jesus and the angels. Know that I love and pray for you all. Amen.   

Wednesday, August 9, 2017

Freeville/Homer Avenue UMC's - 10th Sunday after Pentecost - 08/13/17 Sermon - “Battered by the Waves"

Sunday 08/13/17 Freeville/Homer Avenue UMC’s

Sermon Title: “Battered by the waves”

Old Testament Scripture: Psalm 105:1-6, 16-22, 45b
                                            
New Testament Scripture: Romans 10:5-15

Gospel Lesson: Matthew 14:22-33

          My brothers and sisters, again it is so good to be back with you all this morning. My time away was anything but fun, and anything but enjoyable, but it is good to be back with you this morning. There were points during my time off that I felt like I would never get back here, and now that it has come, I am so thankful to be here.
          Suffering from depression and anxiety are serious and real disorders, and they can knock you down. They also can temporarily take away your joy and your ability to live your life normally. Yet millions of people in this country and many millions more around the world suffer daily from these and other condition.
          Due to this, I think that it is imperative that we as the church let all people know that the doors and the ministries of this church are open to them. It is imperative that we let all people know that they are loved and welcomed here, and that Jesus Christ died for them.
          For those of you that have heard of the book “Purpose Driven Life” by Pastor Rick Warren, you might hold Pastor Warren in very high regard. What you might not know though, is that not too many years ago, one of Pastor Warren’s sons committed suicide. Rick Warren is by association a Southern Baptist, and someone who is known for being very conservative. Yet, Pastor Warren told his church, the Saddleback Church in California, shortly after his son died, that it is time to break the stigma of mental health. The Saddleback Church has since started a suicide prevention program, and is taking mental health very very seriously.
          Pastor Warren also said if we had a broken bone, we would get a cast and get it healed. If we had an organ in our body that wasn’t working, we would get surgery or medical care to get it healed. If we had diabetes, we would take insulin to keep us healthy. He then said, but for many of us, if our brains are not working right, well we might just ignore that.
          Friends, we live in a country where every 12-minutes someone commits suicide, and in many cases there are mental health connections to this suicide. Presently as many as 19-million Americans, near the population of New York State, and around 400-million people world-wide being treat for depression. Those numbers don’t even include anxiety disorders.
          This means that the number of people getting treat for depression world-wide exceeds the entire population of both the United States and Canada put together.
          While someone in the United States commits suicide every twelve minutes, the world-wide statistic is far worse than this.
          So what do we do as people, as Christians, and as a church do about this reality? My sisters and brothers, we have to break the stigma of mental health. As Methodist are we people of “Do no harm, do good, and stay in love with God.” This doesn’t mean that we are supposed to be harmed by people with mental health struggles, but that we are supposed to be open to them, and to love them. In the gospels Jesus healed all kinds of ailments, including mental health.
          Maybe someone here this morning, or one of your family members or friends has a mental health struggle. Perhaps God can use you to help that person. The reality though my friends, my sisters and brothers, is that you are not alone.
          I meet so many people that tell me that they have faith, that they believe in Jesus, yet they see no need to go to, or to be part of the church. When the church operates like an extended family, and when we really love each other, being part of the church becomes something we want and need.
          As some of you know, every Sunday I pray before saying the Lord’s Prayer for those who suffer. Granted, not everyone is suffering, but some are. We have people in our local nursing homes who feel sad, who feel that their life no longer has any purpose or meaning. We also have people that might be suffering from mental health struggles, or many other things. How we respond and love each other as the church, is a testament to who we are as Christians, and to who we are in Jesus Christ.
          This morning in our gospel of Matthew reading, we have the story about Jesus and the Apostle Peter walking on the water. Instead of focusing more on the walking on the water though, I want to talk more about the storm that occurred before Jesus and then the Apostle Peter walked on the water.
          Now this gospel reading picks up just after Jesus had performed the miracle of the feeding of the 5,000. As things were wrapping up with this, the gospel of Matthew says about Jesus, “Immediately he made the disciples get into the boat and go on ahead to the other side, while he dismissed the crowds” (Mt. 14:22, NRSV).
          The gospel then says, “And after he had dismissed the crowds, he went up the mountain by himself to pray. When evening came, he was there alone, but by this time the boat, battered by the waves, was far from land, for the wind was against them” (Mt. 14:23-24, NRSV).
          As you might have noticed, the title of my sermon for this morning is, “Battered by the waves,” which is taken directly from Matthew 14:24, NRSV).
          How many of you have heard a sermon before in your life about Jesus walking on water? I know I have, and usually the focus of this scripture is on Jesus walking on the water, and the Apostle Peter’s lack of faith. You see in this gospel story, Peter initially walks on the water, but then gets scared and sinks in the water. Jesus then reaches out his hand and saves Peter. After doing this Jesus says to Peter, “You of little faith, why did you doubt?” (Mt. 14:31, NRSV).
          The idea or the theme here, is that when we are in a storm in rough waters, even if we can’t see it, God, Jesus is with us.
          In fact, after Jesus and Peter get back into the boat with the other disciples, the gospel ends with this, “When they got into the boat, the wind ceased. And those in the boat worshiped him, saying, “Truly you are the Son of God” (Mt. 14:32, NRSV).
          As I said, most often when I have heard this gospel narrative preached, I have heard about Jesus walking on the water, and Peter trying to walk on the water to Jesus.
          What I haven’t heard preached on though, and what to be honest connects with my recent experience, is what happened before Jesus walked on the water.
          You see in this gospel of Matthew narrative, Jesus has just performed the miracle of the feeding of the 5,000, and as things were finishing up, Jesus told the disciples to head out. In fact, Jesus told them to get in there boat, and to sail to the other side of the Sea of Galilee. Jesus then, according to the gospel dismissed the crowd, and went up the mountain to pray.
          Generally when I have heard this gospel narrative preached on, we then usually fast forward through the entire evening and night, before Jesus, early in the morning walked on the water.
          So what have I heard usually fast forwarded through? This, the gospel again says, “When evening came, he was there alone, but by this time the boat, battered by the waves from far from land, for the wind was against them” (Mt. 14:23b-24, NRSV).
          In the very next verse of scripture in Matthew 14:25, we then have Jesus early in the morning walking on the water to the disciples who are still in the boat.
          Having gone through a depressive and anxious episode for the last two months though, I wondered as I was preparing to come back this Sunday, and as I was reading scripture, what was that night like for the disciples before Jesus walked on water.
          Imagine this, your Lord and savior, puts you in a boat, sends you off, and you are now alone with eleven of your friends. Jesus doesn’t tell his disciples the plan fully. Jesus just says get in the boat and go to the other side of the Sea of Galilee. Jesus doesn’t tell them, I am going to disperse this crowd, pray on the mountain, and be along early in the morning. Jesus just sends them in the boat.
          Jesus sending them in a boat is one thing, but the other piece of this story is that a storm comes. The scripture talks about huge waves, a lot of wind, and how the boat was being “battered.”
          Perhaps the disciples were afraid that night. I would think they were. I mean Jesus, there Lord was not with them. They knew he was somewhere nearby, but he wasn’t with them directly. Not only this, they then were stuck on the Sea of Galilee in what appeared to be a terrible storm.
          If anyone here has even been in a boat, or a ship, during a storm, you know that it is a frightening thing. Huge waves, rain, wind, as the boat rocks back and forth. Constant worry if the boat will capsize, if you will drown, or if the boat will sink, if you will be stranded in the sea, or if your boat will be blown far away from where you are going. Meaning that you could be stranded out to sea and have no idea where you are, or where you are going.
          I don’t know why I have never heard a sermon on the night before Jesus walked on the water, but I can imagine my brothers and sisters that it was terrifying. I can imagine that maybe some or all the disciples wondered if they would survive the night. Not only this, Jesus, there Lord was not physically with them.
          Sometimes in our lives, we have or are going through unbelievable storms. These storms could be depression, anxiety, the loss of a loved one, the loss of a job, financial problems, a health problem, and etc. Sometimes in our lives we might be present as a miracle occurs and thousands of people get fed, and then in no time we are in a storm.
          Have you, or are you in a storm in your life? Are any of those close to you in a storm? Can you remember the storms that you have been through?
          A great comfort to me in this scripture, is that even though the disciples are in a storm, they are in the storm together. As I said, people have said to me, I believe, but I don’t think need to go to or be part of the church to believe. Well why are we part of and why do we go to church? One of the many reasons, is that because we are in the storm together.
          We believe in God, we have faith in Jesus Christ, and in our storms we believe that God is with us. Imagine if only one of the disciples was in that storm though, versus all twelve. Yet, they went through it together. The Apostle Peter being the Apostle Peter however, had to jump out of the boat, and say “See what I can do!” Yet apart from Jesus, and apart from the love his brothers, Peter was much weaker. Jesus pulled him up, but he still sank.
          I say all of this to say this, the Christian Church in the United States and most of Western Culture, is not like it used to be. What I mean by this, is more people don’t just go to church anymore out of religious duty. Most people don’t just come to church because you are supposed to. Instead many people this day in age, and especially young people, go to and are part of the church because they feel like they are part of an extended family.
          For all of these reasons, it’s vital that we welcome all people into the life and the ministries of our churches. If someone with depression, anxiety, PTSD, and etc. and etc., won’t come to or be part of a church, because they feel like the church won’t love them and accept them, then we have a problem. The future of the church depends our willingness to share the gospel and the truths of Jesus Christ will all people. Doing this, I believe will not only grow us, and our faith, I believe it will also give the church a bright and healthy future.
          Regarding depression, in doing a little research I discovered some very famous people who have, or do suffer from depression. Here are just some of them: Astronaut Buzz Aldrin, singer Jon Bon Jovi, actor and comedian Drew Carey, singer Johnny Cash, actor Rodney Dangerfield, writer Charles Dickens, actor Kelsey Grammer, wrestler Hulk Hogan, wrestler Dwayne “the Rock” Johnson, singer Billy Joel, author Stephen King, singer Lady Gaga, President Abraham Lincoln, Italian painter and sculptor Michelangelo, actor Bill Murray, British physicist Isaac Newton, television personality Conan O’Brien, actor Brad Pitt, American Industrialist John D. Rockefeller, singer Frank Sinatra, singer James Taylor, artist Vincent van Gogh, actor and comedian Robin Williams, British Prime Minister Winston Churchill, and former Russian Federation President, Boris Yeltsin.
          Brothers and sisters, these are a very few names from a much, much longer list. I want to thank you all again for your love, for your cards, for your food, and for general support. While my experience has not be fun, I am using this as opportunity to break the stigma against depression, anxiety, and all mental health illnesses.
          While we have or are going through our own storms, like the apostles were this morning on the Sea of Galilee, let us go through them together. Let us be the church that Jesus Christ has called us to be, and in doing so, let us reach out and love all people, no matter who are what they are.
          For Christ came to earth to love, heal, forgive, and to die for the sins of humanity. Let us share those gifts with everyone, let offer the hope of Christ to everyone, and let us go through the storms of this life together. Remember also, our storms will not last forever, and remember how this story ends. This sorry ends with Jesus coming to us, and calming the storm. While this can occur individually, I don’t know about you, but I would rather go through the storms of life together, stronger, and as sisters and brothers, as the church that Jesus Christ called us to be. Know that I love and pray for you all. Amen.